THESE FUCKING BED BUGS ARE DRIVING ME CRAZY MAKING ME LOSE IT

I swear these damn bed bugs are going to be the death of me. I've tried trying to get rid of them, but they just keep coming back. It's like a never-ending nightmare! I can't sleep because I'm always itching, and I'm starting to feel paranoid. I even checked my mattress for them last night and there they were! I just want to throw everything away.